Friday, December 20, 2013

Summary of my journey to date


My journey down the path to liver transplantation began back in 2000.  I have primary sclerosing cholangitis with overlapping autoimmune hepatitis, as well as crohn’s disease.  There are three autoimmune liver diseases (autoimmune hepatitis, primary biliary cirrhosis and primary sclerosing cholangitis; in order from least to most severe); I have the unfortunate luck of suffering from two of them, which is extremely rare. 

For those of you who are not familiar with autoimmune diseases, they are genetic conditions that cause the human immune system to become hyperactive and attack normal, healthy tissues.  Some examples of autoimmune diseases that you may be more familiar with include, but are not limited to Lupus, Multiple Sclerosis, Lou Gehrig's disease and Rheumatoid arthritis.  In terms of my liver diseases, primary sclerosing cholangitis is a disease where my immune system attacks my bile ducts, and autoimmune hepatitis is a disease where my immune system attacks my liver.

I was lucky, in the sense that my initial diagnosis was made when I was completely asymptomatic.  Many individuals with autoimmune liver disease(s) do not find out they are sick until they start to present with significant symptoms.  I had gone in for routine lab work prior to having my wisdom teeth removed and my doctors noticed an unusual elevation in my liver enzymes.  These lab results triggered my doctors to conduct a variety of tests which resulted in my first misdiagnosis of autoimmune hepatitis.

For many years after my first misdiagnosis, my doctors just monitored my labs with little to no medical intervention.  Given that I was asymptomatic, no action seemed necessary at that point, or at least that is what my doctors believed.

In 2004, after moving to a new city, I took steps to establish myself with a new team of doctors.  After a thorough review of my medical records, it was determined that my initial diagnosis of autoimmune hepatitis was incorrect.  A second round of diagnostic tests was performed and I was given my second misdiagnosis of primary biliary cirrhosis. 

I was still relatively asymptomatic at this point but this diagnosis came with more monitoring and medications.  There are no “treatments” for autoimmune liver diseases, only medications and procedures to try and delay liver transplant and manage symptoms.  This misdiagnosis was the one that really made me face the reality of my being sick. 

Two years later, in 2006, I moved again.  This time, I was knowledgeable enough about medical literature and research to locate a team of doctors who were some of the best in the areas of expertise that I needed.  I made appointments to get established with a transplant clinic at the UNC Chapel Hill and found my world being flipped upside-down again; the doctors did not believe I had primary biliary cirrhosis.

After a third round of diagnostic tests, I was given my final (and correct) diagnosis of primary sclerosing cholangitis with overlapping autoimmune hepatitis.  This was also the point in which I was diagnosed with crohn’s disease.  At this point, I felt like the wind had been knocked out of me.  There was so much information to absorb, and new medications that came with some nasty side effects.  I really struggled to figure out how to take charge of my health.

Luckily, I was surrounded with a team of medical professionals that helped me become a more proactive patient.  I found ways to help myself (diet, physical activity and behavior change) and my team of doctors focused on the latest developments in medicine to keep me well as long as they could.

From the outside, most people would have never known I was even sick.  I had my bad days, and those who knew me best could spot that from a mile away.  I fell in love with cycling, started running again, became a triathlete, ran my first half marathon, started teaching spin classes; I did everything I could to not let my diseases dictate my life.   

I continued to live a relatively “normal” life until the summer of 2013.  It was during this time that I started to feel a little out of sorts.  I couldn’t put my finger on what was wrong, but I knew something was off.  I was in the process of moving to Chattanooga, so I just wrote it off as exhaustion.

I moved to Chattanooga the end of August and made my first trip to the emergency room in September.  I was as yellow as a lemon and struggling to function with even simple daily living activities.  The emergency room physician felt I had a blocked bile duct and sent me to a local gastroenterologist for evaluation. 

Given that even a healthy individual can develop a blocked bile duct, I didn’t initially connect my problems to my liver diseases.  Based on the previous discussions I had with my team of physicians, there did not anticipate problems with bile duct strictures for many, many years.  I went to see the local gastroenterologist, who proceeded to place a stent in my bile duct, in hopes of a quick resolution of my problems.  Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case.

My health continued to rapidly deteriorate and the local gastroenterologist did not feel that there were any local physicians who were qualified to handle such a rare and complicated case as mine.  Side note, sometimes being “special” sucks.  Lol.  Gotta find humor somewhere, right? J  Luckily, my team of physicians back at UNC Chapel Hill had some connections as Vanderbilt, so I was able to get an appointment there relatively quickly.

My life and body were being transformed so quickly that I found myself almost unrecognizable.  I went from being fit and active, to being bed ridden.  My body was withering away before my eyes and each day was worse than the one before.  My jaundice continued to worsen, along with the symptoms that manifest as a result of the build-up of toxins in the body.  I was counting the minutes until I could get to Nashville for my appointment.

The day finally arrived and I was off to Nashville.  I was so hopeful that this appointment would result in the identification of a quick fix, but that wasn’t the case.  The decision was made to make one last surgical attempt, and if that intervention didn’t work, then it would be time to discuss transplant.  Surgery was scheduled and I remained optimistic that this would be the first step in my road to a full recovery.

Unfortunately, the surgical intervention was not the answer.  My health continued to deteriorate after the procedure and the decision was made that transplant was my only option.  I can’t express the range of emotions that I felt in that very moment.  I knew from the beginning that transplant might be in my future, but facing the reality that it is about to happen is a totally different thing. 

Lucky for me, I am blessed to have some of the most amazing people in the world in my life.  The outpouring of encouragement, love and support that I’ve received has me at a loss for words.  It’s because of each and every one of you that I know I’ll get through this, and be even stronger than I was before.  I can’t say thank you enough. 

I will try to post updates on my progress as much as possible.

I love you all ~ Bridget